Embarking on the heroic journey to health and weight loss

by Elad Levinson

It may seem strange to call the journey of health improvement and weight loss a heroic journey.

The trip has been filled with the qualities of the hero to me-

Welcome to my blog- and I also offer good tidings- that there is a solution to being overweight or obese or eating too much or too little.

The road to the solution is a less travelled one- most people would prefer the quick fix freeway. This road is better described as the courageous heart’s journey to becoming a true whole self.

If we were going on a long journey we would want to look ahead and inventory what we will need to go on the trip and what we must gather.

The nature of this trip is that much is not known until the first step is taken. But you discover early on the journey that the road leads to learning things about your self and life that you had no idea were needed. An example:

I had no idea that I would need to bring a much more open mind than I was used to having- but I was told that I did not have to adopt any dogma or method unless it helped me with my goal which was and still is to be a aware, kind, compassionate person in excellent health with good friends and close family. Another aspect that I have discovered is the critical place that curiosity plays in the heroic quest for health and weight loss. Inquiry, reflection and insight have all played a very big part in why I have maintained my weight loss. I had to learn the skills of insight- it did not come easily or without quite a bit of effort.  The fruit of the effort is that I no longer sabotage my intentions by unexamined self deceits.

Inventory of what was on hand taught me that like so many of my clients and peers there are internal obstacles to success that must be considered alongside of the external tools, skills and know-how.

In the early days of the journey what I encountered were:
•    Loads of mental confusion regarding what to do, what worked, who to trust and how to even think about the plan or program that I needed to be successful.
•    A body that was embarrassing and was a drag to bring anywhere. On some days it even felt like I was so under an oppressive cloud of shame due to my health that I did not even want to try to do anything positive- I felt pessimistic about my chances of success.
•    Emotions that were extremes- depression and elation, optimism (unfounded) and pessimism. There were times when I could not keep a plan going because the emotions were like mood storms sweeping in off the plains to engulf me in what ever the mood was and then left me derailed and defeated.

At journey’s beginning that was what I had to deal with and much more. Surprisingly, like many of us, my outside world looked good- a career success, married to a beautiful and charming woman, a new BMW, a home in beautiful hills of the Bay Area, but inside I felt like a fraud- if they only knew what I was doing with food I would be exposed for the impostor I was.
By the time of writing this, I have found, as I believe you can that what is learned along the way to health is exactly what is needed to become truly happy and fulfilled in four ways- emotionally, mentally, physically and spiritually.

Join me for the unfolding of you through what I can offer and share to aid you on your way.

Creating Community-coming out of isolation, depression and over-eating

by Maryann Marks

This word, community, seems to follow me everywhere I move. I always long to be part of a community, but I resist putting in the effort because I always think I’ll be moving and I don’t want to get involved and feel the loss. I was born in Maryland and lived there for five days. I grew up in the military and moved numerous times beginning with that first few days in the hospital in a state where my parents didn’t even live. Thus began my life as a nomad, longing for community from the time I could remember.

So here I am in Mountain View, California. I am determined to find a community even if I do decide to move at some point. I really don’t know when I’ll move, so it is time again to experiment with this quest to be part of something. I think Pounds for Poverty was born out of that quest. I’ve heard it said that obesity is a disease born out of isolation. Researchers and psychologist both agree isolation is linked with depression. Isolation, over eating and depression are all part of the triangle that leads to a downward spiral. So what’s the solution? My great teacher, Buddha, said “Every problem comes with the answer. In all suffering lies the way out.” I think there are many lonely people out there who want so desperately to connect, but feel too ashamed and overwhelmed to put in the effort.

Perhaps you are like me with an excuse list like this: fear of rejection, disappointment, humiliation, and overwhelm. Where do I belong? Who will accept me just the way I am? Who will I feel most comfortable with? I’ve decided that breaking out of the comfort zone is the first place to start. For me, breaking out of the comfort zone means taking responsibility, focusing on a positive outcome, leaving the house, taking a risk, however small, and finding out if there could possibly be a place where I fit in. Part of my current experiment to find a community is to send a call out into the vastness of cyberspace and ask you to contact me. My guess is there are plenty of people out there who feel the way I do.

Maybe we can brainstorm together. Build our own community, support each other in getting outside and taking that initial risk of meeting someone new, taking a class, attending a lecture, going to the gym, whatever we are afraid of doing. I’ve decided to join a sangha. You may ask what the heck a sangha is. A sangha is a group of like-minded people who get together to support each other. The sangha I’m going to attend tonight for the first time is called the Insight Meditation Center in Redwood City. I’ve been meditating for years and have always wanted to be part of a mediation group, but you know my reasons for not doing is. I’m taking that first step and reaching out.  I hope I will inspire you to do the same.